hi all!! :)

oh, hi everyone!!! :) im back, i cant seem to get my pictures to download which really sucks, cuz my family through a surprise party for my 40th! and i really wanted to post my pics!! of my family and my buds..... well anyhow it was really great and my friend diane, made me all kinds of cewel things that i love !!
Also got a "callback" on the mamogram, which also sucks... something " suspicious in my left breast...." oooohhhhkay..... so cant get in till the 24th, sooooo ,... do you ever catch yourself holding your breath? i keep doing that, and its annoying as can be, and as a woman we are always telling ourselves.... "just dont think about it, ..dont be a baby... millions of women go through this, and im fine... yeah.... that s it.... heehee.... just bein honest, ill be glad when the 24th is over, not knowing is like.... well , you know, us gals like to be in control, i guess. and now im not. and its wierd. .. enough of that crap!! anyhow, i was at the river yesterday, and the sky was really rainging leaves over the treetops, it was the most beautiful thing ive seen in a long time, and a ton of leaves blew in our goats fencing, and they were like kids in a candy store, baaaaaah ,... happy goaties.... so cute, i do love fall..... take care all , im gonna keep working on my pics! bye :)